You seem to be trying to impose a somewhat arbitrary order of events onto your sex life, where you feel like he should orgasm before you do - or that if you want an orgasm after he ejaculates, he has to give it to you.
If anything you're going to have a really tough time with a conviction if you believe it was rape particularly because you cyclically do it, perhaps after a certain point, and that cycle itself seems to be really vague. And to those who think of aggression, pushiness, or relentless persistence as a turn-on, Francis says this: "Aggression in itself is a boundary violation. You need to stop having sex.
She had a PTSD flashback.
She had a PTSD flashback. I think my trouble is that my first sexual experiences were unwanted and "perverted" so I am having trouble with my sexuality now that I am getting properly involved with men. After I repeatedly told him to stop, he said, "it's OK, you don't have to feel guilty about not kissing me.